Tuesday, May 26, 2009
You guys maybe wondering why do I always look so moody and sad in school...well, the answer is simple. It's not about Olevel, exams, family, friends or anything else. I'm just feeling kinda alone. At home, nobody cares. Everyone is like busy with their own stuff. School. Work. Me? I'm not that busy with school actually. When I get back home, no one is at home. In school, everyone is like pissing me off. Those 'kiasu' and 'lebay' people. I'm tired and sick. You see, I can't even share all those funny and exciting stuff with anyone. Everyone is just so busy. Who cares about me? NO ONE! NO BODY! My friends, don't even care about me! And I'm becoming so easily pissed off. I just can't stand the way people always try to get attention and try to show how smart they are. Laugh! Laugh all you can! Do you know why I didn't laugh? Not even a smile! Because I hate it! I'm sick!! Sick of all those stupid stuff that's killing me off! And one more thing, I'm so tired of school, keep having the same lesson again and again. I HATE THIS!!
xobleedinGirl
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Argh!! I hate this! I'm actually satisfied with my english result, but the thing is, mine and hers are almost the same. She almost beat me!! And I don't want that to happen! I'm not gonna let it happen. I didn't expect her to get that marks, maybe I'm bad and arrogant. But I just can't accept the fact that she can do it better than when I was in sec 1 and sec 2. This is so unfair. Why did I have to suffer for so long to get this kind of mark? But for her, she just came last year and now she gets such results. And I hate it when she starts to boast around with her results. She thinks she's always right. She thinks by dropping one year, she can get a better result than me. And she thinks that I'm so stupid because I wasn't willing to drop one year. HELLO?? I don't want to be the oldest and of course I'm not willing to be in the same class with my juniors or people who are younger than me. It's a shame to me. She's actually a really good friend, but I don't like the way she always boasts around with her good grades. Always saying that she's a DnT student, so she knows everything that other students don't know? I mean, hello, excuse me, you think I'm so dumb? I might not be smarter than you but you don't have to boast around and showing off your result. I can see from your face that you're actually trying to say that you're so smart so you must get a damn fuckng good grades. And I would like, do I look like I care? Or, sometimes, Are you trying to look down on me by comparing our grades? Stop it!!! I don't think that I'm the only one who has this kind of thinking, someone else does, but I'm not gonna say who. It's not that I'm trying to bad mouth her or something, I just can't stand it. It's like burning in my heart. Well, I mean, I just don't like arrogant people. Get what I mean?
xobleedinGirl
Monday, May 18, 2009
Oh my God...why is my life so horrible? I'm so....bored, unwanted, tired. Nothing entertains me. No one cares at all. Why? Stupid Exams!!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Woah...SSS= Social Studies Sucks.
Seriously. I'm not joking.
Idiot!!! Why chapter 2 didn't come out!! I shouldn't have studied that chapter!
Waste my time!!!
xobleedinGirl